She and Her

Life is so unpredictable.. you'll never know how and when you will get a friend..

I have an experience once. its started about 6 or 5 months ago.. i already heard about their names from someone.. but yeah i never notice it.. once i thought she was only a college student with a nice personality.. ya a good thinking-lah.. and then her was only an annoying person.. i kinda have negative thinking about her but i also have some thoughts about her.. but i've ignored all of my thoughts. we never had a real interaction to each other.. just knowing names and their activity by someone who known us.

In August 5th, 2009 at 11:25 pm, we're actually made a first real interaction. She sent me an email. And i tried to find her phone number. Then we're making a kinda communication. Thats the first time we introduced ourself to each other. She finally sent an email bcoz of something that has to be confirm bout something. And then we're get along. i know her bcoz of a not very good situation. i made a friend becoz 'our bf' cheating on us. and we both just knew about it. well, i thougth she and i have a same problem and the same situation. And becoz of that maybe we start to make a friendship with 'each other'.

She who already become my friend.. She come and ask me for a conversation.. for a chit chat.. and yeah we're share alot of things..Even She did shared about her feeling.. mine??i shared mine also.. but yeah maybe She thoughts i've lied about my feeling through what i've wrote.. well like what "her" said.. everyone has their own preception.. Actually im not liying about anything related to my feelings except im just using 'she' as 'a way for me to get out from his life'. well with she and him together it makes me hurt so bad so i can remove all my feelings. i let my self down. i'll see them falling down then i'll rise. now i already in somewhere and dont have any problem anymore.. but they still in a place keep troubling the same problem..
for honestly, i, myself even ever think in my mind "is she a dumb or something?? felt down for the same trap for two times?is 'her' logic already been blinded by her feeling?!".. but yeah everyone has their choices.

And now just becoz my reviewing handwriting about him.. it doesnt mean anything. well honey, i learned to not regret anything that happend in my life.. let it just be a memory to keep. everythings happen for a reason rite?! and no one come and make my life worsen or something. someone said "Kemalangan itu justru keberuntunganmu!". so ga ada yang salah dari apa yang terjadi..

Then.. Her come in to my life.. i've ever had a bad thought about Her once.. i even reject or ignore her invittation in some 'friendship account'. well i thought i dont know her.. then why should i care.. and what i've known about her is only a bad side.. so idc..but moreover.. im getting to know much information about her.. and it makes me want to know her more. then i come and offering a friendship.. just the same one like wat i did with 'she'. well im honestly just wanna make a friend.. Dia yang tak ku kenal ternyata ku kenal..

Thx for Her for being such a nice person to talk to.. even sometimes u like to make things 'geting hotter' hehe.. and thanks to 'she' for nicely being my saviour, nor she realize it or not. well i just wanna be a friend..

Everyone come and go in my life, but they always have a part in making me learning more about life itself.